It is worth Suffering!!!

ok so i went on this amazing trip for two months full of victory and the presence of the Holy Spirit...so many people were baptized, gave up addictions, received the Holy Spirit and us the group of 12 come back home to realize its time for the trials!!!!! my husband and i have been without work for 7 MONTHS!!! , not 7 days, not 7 weeks, 7 MONTHS!!! its insane because even if we dont have work...the bills keep on coming...thats the only thing that is constant because it doesnt stop!!!! however i need to Praise the Name of My God Almighty because even with seven months without work...there has always been food on the table and the rent has always gotten paid...how do you ask? well simple God provides...DUH!! but the things just never seem to go our way...my husband and i had plans to celebrate our wedding ceremony this dec and i have everything ready just no money so it had to be canceled...my husband couldnt start school...we had to move back to miami from gainesville and my stress and frustrations keeps on raising!!! and i realized that i did also have a bit of depression but i thank God because even though we are passing through this bad times that just keep getting worse i thank God because i know his plan is perfect...i know that maybe this trial is making me a better, stronger person...and this too shall pass and everything will fall into place and i believe in my God's promises that there is no son who is let alone...if he provides for the birds how much more is he going to provide for us...and if sinners give good gifts to their children...how much better are the gifts the Lord will give us...and if we ask for bread he will not give us a stone...so Praise God for his promises and for his love because its worth it suffering if God is with me!!!