church

when i started visiting derwin church in 06 i was positive i was never going to be apart of it! and it was insane how the service is almost 2 1/2 hours long! it was crazy and boring and a lot of singing and someone saying Jesus loves you blah blah blah! NOW its like i'm eating my words! i Praise God because he touched me, he blessed me and now i'm after him like white on rice! i want to be in church every single day of the week, month, yr! we go to church on fri, sat, and sunday and yet it is not enough. 2 1/2- 3 hours of church is not enough anymore it doesnt satisfy me! i have fallen so in love with God and i cant wait until Jesus returns because i'm not going to be those people who are running and hiding in the caves hiding from Jesus' wrath like the bible says.. i'm excited and ready for Jesus's return because i'm his child and i want to see him and be with him and stop living in such a corrupted, sinful world. in heaven there will be no more tears and we will spend our days for eternity PRASING GOD's NAME!!! i cant wait! during bible study tia mara told us that when Jesus returns we are going to be with him for a thousand years and then we would return to earth but before she finished explaining i started crying because i thought i was only going to be with Jesus for a 1,000 yrs and return to earth and it made me sad because i want to spend billions and trillions times millions of years with Jesus and a thousand is just not enough! but what i didnt let her finish was that we were returning to pick up the people who changed their minds and accepted Jesus. so i am going to be with him Forever! (God willing)

now i want to be involved in church, i want to preach, to sing (God willing he will give me a voice), to tell people Jesus loves you because he really does love us. who else would die for you? would you die for someone who didnt believe in you, who you didnt even know? Jesus is beyond anything i can describe and i hope i can be used to tell others about him. i want to always praise his name and i want my last breathe to be used to spoke of Jesus and his love. May God bless you!