directing service

i am soo nervous about directing service this sunday and preaching the next but God has told me dont fear for i am with you! however i am soo excited to do it! i been wanting to preach, to direct, i want to be in the choir (pray for i to get a new voice!) i want to do anything that involves God! i been giving bible studies to my brother and i love it! i want to do missionary work i just want my life to be about God and derwin :o). even though i'm terrified of public speaking... it will not be me who speaks but God's Holy Spirit in me and i should trust him because he has told me not to fear! even though i am kinda dissappointed about not preaching this friday because preaching on fri and sat is soo huge and major because the whole church is there and the preacher is the main event! and i feel that my message everyone should hear not just the couple of ppl who show up on sundays! but watch one day i will preach on fri because it will be God's will. may God bless you!