God no words

there are no words to describe how awesome God is!!!!!! today i was praising him soo much and i saw him in sitting on his throne and i did not want to stop praising him... just talking about how wonderful he is... makes me sooooo happy!!!!! :o) SANTO ES EL!!!!

a song for my fam/friends who need God

"Here I Go Again"
Father, hear my prayer
I need the perfect words
Words that he will hear
And know they're straight from You
I don't know what to say
I only know it hurts
To see my only friend slowly fade away

So maybe this time
I'll speak the words of life
With Your fire in my eyes
But that old familiar fear is tearing at my words
What am I so afraid of?

'Cause here I go againTalkin 'bout the rain
And mulling over things that won't live past today
And as I dance around the truth
Time is not his friend
This might be my last chance to tell him
That You love Him
But here I go again, here I go again

Lord, You love him so, You gave Your only Son
If he will just believe; he will never die
But how then will he know what he has never heard
Lord he has never seen mirrored in my life

This might be my last chance to tell him
That You love him
This might be my last chance to tell him
That You love him
You love him, You love him

What Am I so afraid What am I so afraid
What am I so afraid of?
How then will he know
What he has never heard

psalm 119

"I will speak of your testimonies also before kings and will not be ashamed. " my friend from church told me to read psalms 119 and i asked her why and she said i do not know what you will get from it.... so i read it and it was as if God was speaking to me! because the whole chapter is about keeping the commandments and giving your testimonies! but i hate giving my testimony especially in front of church! i'm sooo shy and nervous and i always cry lol but he was telling me that "I will speak of your testimonies also before kings and will not be ashamed. " So even to kings i will give my testimony on how God has changed my life and will not be ashamed. so i gave my testimony in front of church and then they picked me to pray about keeping the commandments in front of the whole church! it was crazy how God talks to us! he is soo awesome! and its nice to hear later on when ppl come up to me and tell me how my testimony touched them :o)

having a lil bit of faith can save you

in church this message touched me completely! why should i doubt about wat God can do in my life?!?!!? having a lil bit of faith saves sooo many ppl... believing in God is about having faith... knowing there is someone there without seeing him... loving him wit all ur heart without seeing him... in the bible this woman was sick for 12 yrs where she would not stop bleeding from her private part and she was rich that she was able to go to all these doctors but no one cured her... when Jesus was passing by her city and she believed that by just touching his garment she would be cured and she was!!!!!!!!!!!!! Jesus said who touched me... was he was in a crowd of people a lot of ppl where touching him.... but since this woman had faith... power left his body and he told her... stand up... for your faith has cured you go in peace.... PRAISE GOD I LOVE HIM AND HE LOVES U TOO!!!

BACK IN THE DAYS!

my babies are going to be gorgeous and adorable!

wedding plans!

its soooooooo crazy but in a yr i am going to have my big wedding! so this means i need to start soon to start planning my wedding so i dont go crazy by the end of next yr! the key point is to plan a cheap wedding!!! so i'm wondering... wat would be good colors for bridemaids dresses.... do they have to match the flowers? the flowers are going to be fall color: red, orange, and yellow. i do not know ... so many questions... only 1 year to do it all... i think i might start stressing! my biggest problem is that will we have enough money to even have this big wedding? please pray for us! :o)

x-mas tree

i am sooooooooooo excited cuz we just got our x-mas tree!!! its 6 feet tall and its real... it smells soo good!

yay and its my one month anniversary of being married wow time flies!!!

thanksgiving pics

i love my husband

my new family

my cousin Jenny (from derwin's side lol)

I'M BACK!!!

so i have sooo much to say so let me just start! thanksgiving was amazing!!! i truly did marry into the bestest family ever.... derwin family is sooo awesome and soo loving and boy do they know how to cook a turkey!! and their corn bread was delicious!!! and my mommy made gallo pinto it was soooo good! i got to spent time wit my mommy i was soo happy but since she had my uncles over she was stressing playing host... pobrecita!

BLACK FRIDAY WAS CRAZY!!! i thought it was crazy and full of ppl last yr in gainesville but it was nothing compared to miami where there were thousands and thousands of ppl!!! did i mention there were thousands!!! but we got great stuff soooo i was very happy but sleepy!

my mother in law and i were already to go to the movies together without derwin and got really close :o)

i got to see helena and the baby.... he is not a baby anymore he is soooooo huge!!! and no matter how much time has pass or how old she gets (22 this yr!) she will always be my tigger!

then coming back from a great thanksgiving i came home to get sick... being dizzy and throwing up and no i'm not pregnant thank u very much... just a virus called vetro i think lol