granted

have u ever thought that u take ur life for granted?!?!? this friday in church it was sooo sad about the ppl we were praying for... a woman from church her son went to mexico on vacation and a truck crashed into him and now they are going to have to cut off his legs! it was sooo heart breaking i was praying soo much for him that i felt his pain and broke down and cried and cried because its soo sad to think that during ur vacation... something so terrible like that would happened and u r gonna have to lose both of ur legs! i was praying for God to give him the courage to understand things and to see light in the darkness and that if they still have not cut off his legs i pray that God would help him walk away because our lord is sooo powerful that wit a touch of his finger he would be cured!!! then we were also praying for ppl who had cancer! it was sooo sad how much ppl have cancer and tumors! its horrible to imagine all those ppl! i give thanks to MY HEAVENLY FATHER that i do not even have a cold and some ppl are dying! please pray for those ppl who are sick... for that boy who might have his legs cut off and continue to seek our Father because he is our strength, our hope, and gives us the will to carry on wit this corrupted world!

"Do not ask the Lord to guide your footsteps if you're not willing to move your feet."

its true sometimes we want God to solve all our problems and take away our sadness and we want and want and want from God but yet we do not give any in return... is that fair?!?!? lets say not just wit God but if you had a friend that only called u when they needed something and only when they were in trouble and needed your help... would you want to pick up their call or help them out? personally i'm trying to be a better person, but to that friend that only calls me when they need a favor or are in a jam... i'm gonna get tired of picking up their phone calls... especially if when I CALL THEM and they do not want to hear me or just ignore me... i would be soo angry! but our Lord is soo forgiving that he will forgive us but it is not fair for you to call him only when u need help... and when he asks of us.. we are not willing to give back...

if you ask something from God and he does not answer your prayer... maybe you should think about what u r giving to him or if u have ever given anything to him... he wants a relationship wit us... he is my father and he wants his daughter to love him and i do with all my heart but i should not abuse the love my father has for me with only wants and wants instead of needs.... instead of praying for more money, better car, better house... ppl should be grateful to have a home or to have a car even if its not a 2008 lexus... and pray for the people who are homeless.. pray for the children who are hungry... pray for the people who are dying and no one is helping them.... if u say a prayer and its not about ur wants but its about someone else's needs trust me it makes you feel sooo good inside... bcuz u stop thinking just about yourself and u think about other ppl who need a lot more prayers than u do.... and remember to give back to our father by having a relationship wit him through communication... reading the bible... and making a sacrifice like fasting and its sooo amazing how just 3 lil things can change ur life! and our God will not feel just used when ppl are in trouble but he will realize that u do love him like he LOVES US :O)

TURKEY

so i got plans of buying forzen turkeys donote them to the children who do not have homes or anything to eat and GOD provided me with the money so i am really excited!!! :o)

NEW LIFE

this weekend i got BAPTIZED and it was amazing!!! i let go of a life full of sadness, loneliness, regrets, and Jesus gave me a whole new life and took away all my sins! he took all my sins and cast them to a sea! i am sooo happy for this opportunity which i didnt think i ever deserved because i at first didnt believe in God but now i Do KNOW that he does exist and is sooo real and continues to touch me!!! :o) i do hope he has big plans for me to do his will because i am ready for whatever battle as long as i get to serve my LORD! may GOD bless you!

Planning our wedding

now i need to start planning our BIG WEDDING for next yr and start finding good prices since i have a whole yr to do it! :o) i'm sooo excited, more than words can tell or explain!

MARRIED

MY LIFE IS LIKE A FAIRY TALE I LOVE MY HUSBAND!!! on last sunday derwin asked my mom and my dad for my hand in marriage and of course their reaction was to ask if i was pregnant and the answer is OF COURSE NOT!!! i have lost 26 pounds (thanks to God) and i do not plan on gaining them right back!!! lol on monday we were supposed to go to dinner to celebrate our one yr anniversary of living together and we could not cuz it was Mac's birthday... and i kept telling derwin that i was not gonna marry him if he did not propose to me lol cuz we had all the plans to get married on sat and still no engagement lol .... but it was all part of his master plan to make me believe he would not propose! so on wed he told me he was gonna work late and i believed him! i even called his cousin who works wit him when derwin would not pick up the phone... they were all in the plan! so on wed nite or on halloween derwin proposed to me in olive garden!!! it was perfect because we were alone in the back and romantic music was playing and he got on one knee and ask me to marry him and of course i started crying :o( lol but it was a happy cry :o) and he told me he was gonna propose on monday but we went to the party instead... so on sat we got married in miami through civil by his uncle and derwin's mom set up the house very nice and had cake and everything was perfect! :o) it was just supposed to be our parents there wit us cuz we wanted to get married for us and to be right in God's eyes. but everyone from derwin family showed up lol but it was awesome and my mom rented us a room at the embassy suites and it was perfect cuz i have never stay in a fancy hotel! :o) and on sunday we went to derwin's aunt surprise birthday party and he introduce me as "HIS WIFE" i love him! :o)