How time flies by...

Its so crazy how time flies by!!!!! it felt like just yesterday when derwin and i meet each other again through myspace now we have been together for a yr and almost five months and we have been living together for almost a yr!!! i am graduating in may (god willing) and HELENA HAS A BABY!!!! (who is over 3 months old!) I remember when i had just found out that she was pregnant and man it felt like FOREVER until jayden was born....but now he is gonna be 4 months old (TIME FLIES!!!) sadly i still have not seen him yet but pics r great. MI MONA IS MARRIED!!! my monkey is all grown up and a wife! and loves now living in tennessee and next yr hopefully i am moving to TEXAS!!! its sad to say but wow i'm turning old...my next birthday i will be 22 then its all down hill after that!!!! and even though everyone has new lives, helena a mommy, and ana a wife, i still remember when we all went to disney for my birthday and had an amazing time!!!!

Thank You Derwin

baby i want to say thank you for always being there for me, for making me a better person, and finding out what real love is all about, thank u for being MY INSPIRACION!!! thanks to you i have been doing better in school, thanks for helping and supporting me in lossing 22 pounds, but most importantly thank you for helping me find GOD. i didnt believe in him or wondered why did he forget about me, but now i realized that this whole time he was holding on to me, i just kept walking away from him. i feel so much happier now, drinking going clubbing isnt for me anymore, listening to CASTING CROWNS makes me happy (even a lot better than sex on the beach lol) but mi amor you really do complete me even if it sounds cheesy!!! i cant sleep without u, thats y i wait until u get out of the comp, i love waking up wit u even wit ur morning breathe lol and even if i complain about going downstairs to lock the door when u go to work, it feels amazin when u hold me and kiss me and tell me u love me before u go to work. and thanks for not givin up on me cuz i can be naggy or bratty and i can get on anyone nervous but u love me so thank u because i love u too and cant see my life without u.

Helena's Fault

i basically got this because of helena lol i really dont know what to write about i am more of ask and i'll tell lol sooooooooooooooooo yea lol ummm go see the kingdom it was a good movie and it made me want to learn more about different religions and look up to see why killing yourself gives you 7 or 70 virgins?!?! so what i learned was that muslims do believe in just ONE GOD and they call god "Allah" which is interesting cuz i thought they believed in many gods. well enough about religious stuff dont want to get into too much trouble here...

helena: how do i write to the blog from my phone?